C-H-A-V- EASY!!

Maria Chavez.
My Love.

She is amazing.
She is one of my closest friends.
She is the most trustworthy person i think i have ever met.
I love her.
She is great.
She is like a sister i was never given.

She doesn't judge.
She does anything and everything to make sure we, as HER TEAM, are happy.

She knows how to take a joke,
and sends them right back at us.
She is the most amazing person you will ever meet in your ENTIRE life.

I love you Chavey.

Love?

They say that hate is a strong word,
but they throw love around like it's nothing.

Love is just as harsh a word as hate.
When someone tells you they love you, you automatically
put a trust in them.
You believe in them.
You believe they aren't going to hurt you..But what is love?
A funny feeling you get when you see someone,
that continuously makes you smile..
Or something that is used much to often, especially by us young-ens.

How many of you have told some one,
more than one some one,
that you love them?

I know i have.
I was with this kid for nearly two years,
on again off again
of course.

But i thought i was in love.
He made me happier than i had ever been in my life.
All i ever wanted to do was be with him.
He was on my mind every second
of every day.

We were together all the time,
He was my best friend,
he was my life..

Until we broke up.
We did that a lot towards the end,
we would fight and say things we didn't mean..
but we always ended up together again.

but not that time.
I honestly can't even remember why we were fighting,
but i remember the break up.
Nasty words were thrown,
horrible things were said,
and we were both the angriest we had ever been at each other.

So, that brings me to the point of this entire blog.

Love, being a great thing
is one of the scariest,
and most painful
things in this world.

Giving your heart to someone,
and trusting them not to
break it into a million
pieces..

I don't know if i even trust myself that much..

WARPED TOUR!

Whoooo!

It's summer time, which means it's time for Warped Tour

I absolutely love Warped Tour. If you don't know what Warped Tour is, well you're a loser. haha Just kidding =D But Warped Tour is a summer event when they get a bunch of amazing bands to play together and you pay like $35 or so for a ticket to see all of these AMAZING bands.

Dates, bands, ticket sales.
CHECK IT OUT!

I hope you dance.

And when you get the choice to sit it out or dance, i hope you dance.

I love this song.
It's inspirational.
It happens much too often now that people take life for granted.
They think because times get hard, its okay for them to sit in their corners and let life pass them by.
But life is much too short to sit by and let time keep flying.

There are people out there who have nothing left.
Who are on the verge of death.
and who live their day to day lives with more enthusiasm than most of us "healthy"
people do.

We have all passed up the opportunity to dance.
We have all thought "I don't want to because I'm afraid what others are going to think about me. What if they laugh."
Am i right?
Well, i know i sure have.
But time goes by so fast,
theres not much of it left to care what others think.
For alot of kids in our "community" this is their last year of high school.
their last year to see all of their friends that they have grown up with everyday.
So, dance.
Live it up.
Quit taking your life for granted,
and make Miss Lee Ann Womack proud.

Life..

November 16th, 1993.
Alicia Briann Allie Nickodemus
was brought into this world
into the arms of a Nathalie Nickodemus
and a Brian Leyroy Carver.

Although he is technically half of me, he is not my father.
You have to stick around for more than six months of your child's life to be considered a father in my book.
The mess of that story is one that takes time, and emotion to tell and I'm sorry, but i am not going to go into that right now.
I have lived my entire life without a father,
and I wouldn't change anything about that.

My mother.
Nathalie Ann Nickodemus.
My saving grace.
I love my mom.
She went through hell to make my brother and i the people we are today.
She has been through more than anyone will ever know.
She is the strongest, and most amazing woman i have ever met.
She is caring, loving, and a wonderful mother.
I wouldn't give her up for anything.
She is more than just my mom,
she is my best friend.
I love you mom!


My brother.
Brian Patrick Nickodemus.
I love him.
He is a goof, and at times really hard to get along with.
But i love him
He is a great brother.
He always looks out for me, and makes sure that I'm okay.
He is seventeen, and thinks its his job to be the man of the house.
I guess we needed one of those.

My life has been pretty good.
I have had plenty of obstacles thrown my way,
which makes life all the more interesting.
I mean come on, if all of us had easy lives
there would be too many Paris Hiltion's in this world.
Am i right?

=)

Abortion.

Abortion

Killing is killing.

Murder is murder.

There are no excuses.

Especially, when your killing a child.

The Breakfast Club

The Breakfast Club.
GREAT MOVIE.
This is probably one of my most favorite movies ever created.
I know, i know. Most people are into like scary movies,
or intense, suspenseful movies.
And don't get me wrong, i love movies like that too.
But the Breakfast Club just cracks me up,
I think movies were so much better back in the old days.

If you haven't seen this movie, you definitely need to.