Love?

They say that hate is a strong word,
but they throw love around like it's nothing.

Love is just as harsh a word as hate.
When someone tells you they love you, you automatically
put a trust in them.
You believe in them.
You believe they aren't going to hurt you..But what is love?
A funny feeling you get when you see someone,
that continuously makes you smile..
Or something that is used much to often, especially by us young-ens.

How many of you have told some one,
more than one some one,
that you love them?

I know i have.
I was with this kid for nearly two years,
on again off again
of course.

But i thought i was in love.
He made me happier than i had ever been in my life.
All i ever wanted to do was be with him.
He was on my mind every second
of every day.

We were together all the time,
He was my best friend,
he was my life..

Until we broke up.
We did that a lot towards the end,
we would fight and say things we didn't mean..
but we always ended up together again.

but not that time.
I honestly can't even remember why we were fighting,
but i remember the break up.
Nasty words were thrown,
horrible things were said,
and we were both the angriest we had ever been at each other.

So, that brings me to the point of this entire blog.

Love, being a great thing
is one of the scariest,
and most painful
things in this world.

Giving your heart to someone,
and trusting them not to
break it into a million
pieces..

I don't know if i even trust myself that much..